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My blog isn't a diary, nor is it autobiographical, although I sometimes use things that were part of my life once. My blog is mostly an attempt at conveying experiences, and what effect the form I use has on the feelings I try to express.

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Friday, February 23, 2007
You were waiting

Thank you for being in my life.
I don't believe in soulmates or destiny.
Or that you could be the only person for me.
I don't see love as some kind of magic;
Obstacles are real and rarely surmounted
When people ask advice about their love life
I offer pragmatic cynicism.

But I can honestly say that I believe in you
In us, in this thing that we have.
It's been nearly two years now
And I'm still in love.

Posted at 09:47 am by Hell
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Friday, June 24, 2005

I've heard that people forget
Desperately trying to cling
To fading memories

But I threw away old photographs
That I never had to look at
To remember your face

You are a just another slide
In the collection of pictures
In my mind

Posted at 11:41 pm by Hell
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Friday, June 03, 2005

I was unexpected.
Red Bull you told your friends.
Although I do not see myself
As an overly sweet
Caffienated drink
I was flattered.

But I am not
And although we talk as easily
As water flows through
Ancient river beds
We are new.

Being near
Is still fresh
And I want you in a way
That I haven't felt before.
It's not hard to lose track of time
Listening to your voice
Or feeling your body
Against my own.

But I am not
And I know you feel it
More than I.
We like to forget
But time is passing
And we can't keep up
The make believe.

Yes, I was unexpected.
You never dreamt of me
The way we dream about the one
We want to meet.
Because I am not
I know it more than you
Can feel.
I am giving you
The power of goodbye
Hoping you will keep me near.

Posted at 01:13 am by Hell
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

The last time we kissed
I knew I'd forgotten.
But your lips on mine
Made me remember
The way it was never enough
Insatiable love.

Posted at 01:38 pm by Hell
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I sleep
I breathe
I eat
I walk
I drink
I dance
I read
I talk
I smile
I cry
I hope
I think
I give
I take
I err
I live.

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